cactusy: (I wish to flop around in a blind rage)

[personal profile] cactusy 2023-03-31 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Not as bad as me losing control and attacking them would have been.

[And on that, she'll stand firm.]
cactusy: (I am in the mood)

[personal profile] cactusy 2023-03-31 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not an easy one for most people to make about themselves. Even I got the Guardians to do it.

[Pause.]

Probably shouldn't be saying I. She got the Guardians to do it.
cactusy: (all this crying in one tiny space)

[personal profile] cactusy 2023-03-31 09:32 pm (UTC)(link)
How many yous are rattling around in your head?
cactusy: (no offense)

[personal profile] cactusy 2023-03-31 10:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Here, just the one breach, plus whatever I'm in right now. At home-- you really wanna know? It's not an easy topic.

[Not with what she knows of Taylor's history.]
cactusy: (trust your weird little instincts)

[personal profile] cactusy 2023-04-01 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
Wouldn't bother me if you did. If you want.

[A beat.]

I spent almost a year being run through virtual reality simulations that were supposed to break me and trick information out of me. I was always me, and always in my world, but-- being betrayed by my friends, betraying my friends, hurting my friends. Killing my friends. If every one of them was a different me, then there's over seven thousand mes in my head.
cactusy: (I'm waiting for someone)

[personal profile] cactusy 2023-04-01 10:07 am (UTC)(link)
Evil artificial superintelligence. Long story.