tarakan: (jfc i don't know how funzo works)

[personal profile] tarakan 2022-10-24 12:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ There is a lot of quiet, annoyed Russian muttering that translates roughly to 'oh my God this boat is so stupid.' ]

This ship is ridiculous.
tarakan: (can't be helped)

[personal profile] tarakan 2022-10-24 01:04 am (UTC)(link)
Getting better is low bar.
tarakan: (smug russian bastard)

[personal profile] tarakan 2022-10-24 01:28 am (UTC)(link)
Trust me: I will try.
tarakan: (gross. a feeling.)

[personal profile] tarakan 2022-10-24 01:35 am (UTC)(link)
Correct.

I do want to help. Doubt others believe me, but that much is true. And best way I can help is the infirmary.
tarakan: (smug russian bastard)

[personal profile] tarakan 2022-10-24 02:52 am (UTC)(link)
[ Wait until everybody leaves. Inconvenience the infirmary enough that they have to let him help. ]

Prove that I am trustworthy enough to help without hurting people. Problem there is I need opportunities to prove trustworthiness.
tarakan: (well that's a weird choice)

[personal profile] tarakan 2022-10-25 01:17 pm (UTC)(link)
The problem is self-perpetuating cycle. I know why I am distrusted. And will take opportunities to reassure them whenever possible. But eventually, people will have to trust me for me to fully prove myself. But why would they trust man they distrust? And so on and so forth.