The shortest version is I couldn't work for him anymore. I wanted to hold him accountable and show people we could change the system, so that's what I tried to do. It got people killed, though, and it turned out I was the only one who wanted things to change at all.
But that's the thing, though. It has nothing to do with the deals, and everything to do with being afraid to actually take responsibility.
Probably, yeah. Figuratively and literally, maybe.
Some people think the Barge itself is alive. That what happened wasn't him at all, but the Barge fighting back. For itself or for him. I genuinely don't know.
But when it happened, we were on a different ship altogether.
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I've been both, though.
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I won't ask what happened.
What would you look for, in reform here?
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For people to stop playing favorites. The Admiral included.
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He set up a system that requires wardens to play favorites, though. To do otherwise, he'd have to get rid of the deals.
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But that's the thing, though. It has nothing to do with the deals, and everything to do with being afraid to actually take responsibility.
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Some people think the Barge itself is alive. That what happened wasn't him at all, but the Barge fighting back. For itself or for him. I genuinely don't know.
But when it happened, we were on a different ship altogether.