"But you still make choices during those times. What if something like that happened and you had to use your powers to kill someone? To kill me? Kill Kaz? And then came out of it and knew that you couldn't do anything against the person who did it to you because they could just do it again?"

He rests his chin in his hands. He's not angry with her. Just concerned. "I didn't kill myself when Morien had his fucking glass in me. When he was forcing me to do what he wanted. But that's just because I was focused on survival. False hope that I'd get out."